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It's hard to believe how quickly time has passed since our last update. I want to briefly touch on a couple of events from February before sharing our latest and hopeful news. Following a couple of challenging nights that required emergency trach changes, Cliff's condition stabilized, and he also underwent successful laser eye surgery. Whew! Hopefully the last procedure for a while.
168 Day NICU Update
Sharing a positive update on Mr. Clifford's journey. After some challenges finding the right vent settings, we've had over three weeks of stability – a big step toward reducing his support! With fewer vent adjustments, Clifford has been able to rest, grow, and make developmental progress. He's now more resilient, handling life transitions with less stress, moving and interacting without as significant desaturation.
145 Day NICU Update
I can’t believe it’s already been a month since Clifford’s tracheostomy. While he has recovered well, the last few weeks have still been tough. We had high hopes that getting the trach would give Cliff the support he needed to go home, but he showed us he just isn’t ready yet. Although he is in a much better place than he was a month ago thanks to the trach, his lungs and tracheamalacia are too severe to manage outside of the hospital at this time.
118 Day NICU Update
I’m so very happy to update you that Clifford’s tracheostomy surgery and recovery has gone great! Many tears were shed when he was wheeled back into his room and we saw his beautiful (full) face for the first time. Over the past five days, they kept Cliff very sedated to keep him from moving so everything can heal. He was able to get lots of rest.
105 Day NICU Update
As you know from my last post, we've been approaching a pivotal point in Clifford's journey. Over the last week, he started to have more episodes where his oxygen saturation would drop. This prompted the doctors to conduct a bronchoscopy, a procedure where they insert a small camera down Clifford's throat to see what exactly is happening during these episodes.