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Hanging on the hope
Sadie Carlisle Sadie Carlisle

Hanging on the hope

Today, I felt my stomach was bigger. Like the deflated balloon was starting to fill back up. I’ve been drinking a lot of water, and have had minimal leaking throughout the day. And now, the most incredible sign of hope just happened. The amazing nurses at Logan Hospital decided to do an ultrasound to check on baby A’s amniotic fluid. To our surprise, she had a significant amount more fluid than yesterday!

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The day everything changed
Sadie Carlisle Sadie Carlisle

The day everything changed

The past two days have been the worst of my life. I’ve never felt so much pain and sadness all at once, as my world flipped upside down. Wednesday night (7/13/23) in Whitefish, MT my water prematurely broke. Baby A’s sac had ruptured. I immediately went to the hospital to find answers

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